Thursday, January 30, 2014

Mirror~~|~~ Mirror

I look at those faces and poses
Them untired of the whole focus
Examining every flaw, every detail i show them
Sometimes admiration and other times desperation.

I wonder if my unbiased nature
Ever tried to nurture
The beauty they are born with
And hide the grotesque reality of their worth.

Thousands of faces pass through me
Gawking at me, in a way looking at themselves
Can't help it, since i am a Mirror
And then one day, she came to me.

Different as Bumblebee and Simple as Amoeba
Beautifully crafted hair locks and almost almond shaped eyes
With innocence drawn on face and vigour filled persona
She stared at me, as if she knew my liveliness.

A moment later did i realise
That she almost is a glass with little silver paint
And can be easily looked through
Emotions welled up her face failing from grand concealment.

An infinite images reflected between us
Yet undeterred was she from the pose
The unfathomable depth of her eyes
Challenging everyone sane to muse.

Mentored many a people indirectly did I
Also disposed their vulnerability 
But this girl didn't let me do anything
Just the expressionless stare was enough to shook me. 

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Anant!

He woke up to the cramps of his back owing to the acquaintance with the couch that assisted him after the previous night’s fight with her. It was 5.30 am. He checked his watch again and rubbed his eyes and sighed loudly as if he’s late to some important meeting at work. Indeed it was something important. Unlike this time, its more personal rather than professional work that needs his cent percent deliverance. And he’s late already. Moreover to worsen the situation, he’s had an argument with the boss of his life -Meera!

It was the anniversary Anant was planning meticulously to surprise his dear wife-Meera, from the time they both came to the guest house for a vacation.

Anant quickly changed into sweatpants and hurried to check whether the preparations at the lake behind the guest house were done as instructed. The boat with flowers and a cake with “Happy Anniversary Dear Wife” written on it and he specifically asked for roses, for his lady-love prefers nothing other than the rose! It took a good one hour to decorate the mosaic flooring till the lake with rose petals and meanwhile at the back of his mind he doubted whether their SUV is in good condition if her highness would wish for a tour in the coffee plantation near guest house. Anant just couldn’t wait to see her expression when the tickets to Norway would be delivered there; for Meera always wanted to go there. He even made sure of calling the travel agency about it the previous night.

And suddenly he was worried about the little argument they had.

‘Meera looks best when she’s mad at me’ he thought playfully and continued pumping the jack while he remembered their little fights and suddenly an image flashed in his mind of her wearing a sari! He stopped with a jerk only to find that the car raised enough that the flat tyre is facing him with its sad face.  He swiftly loosened the nuts with the wrench while he thought about the time he left her the first time without any notice. And the painful memories that followed after almost losing her.

Two months earlier, Anant took Meera out for a dinner which went pretty boring owing to the un-ending texts and emails from his work. It was the workaholic Anant that met Meera’s eye in the first place, but when the marriage went on with the lame excuses of work and pressure, she couldn’t tolerate and erupted at the table in the public. The fight continued till they reached home and Anant in a fit of emotions, left her the next morning thinking that their marriage was after all a big mistake. Only after it was late enough to break her heart did he realize what he’s done to himself and her.

While the mutual friends of the couple suggested they take a break and go for a vacation, they arrived at Coorg hill station where the guest house with the lake continued their existence since 50 years. The previous night, they again had a fight after all the preemptive efforts from him about the day he left her. It was inevitable and they both knew that the tension had to come out in some sort, and it did. But he didn’t want to ruin their anniversary by sulking all day about the past and hurriedly prepared for the BIG surprise. Only while tightening the nut of the new tyre did Chotu-the guest house worker’s son scurried to tell him that Meera has cut her palm.

Anant took to his feet and feared all those 20 seconds till he reached kitchen thinking if she’s hurt badly, if she’s cut herself too deep or if the blood loss was too much. It was heartrending for him the moment he saw her sitting on the floor with hand held far and eyes closed with pain and the blood dripping off her delicate as a petal; pale palm onto the shining white tiles. And the next moment he had a severe urge to slap her tight for letting such thing happen; for he knew Meera isn’t among those who could fumble with cutlery and the wound said a different story. Controlling those freakish emotions, he rushed off to get the first aid kit and swiftly did the bandaging of the wound.

He just couldn’t fathom the reason behind all this. And when he asked, her rather quick answer made him dumb-struck!

“Because I love you!” she said.

And she continued. “You weren’t talking to me, and the past few days have been awkward between us. It was like we were strangers and I could see the past repeat itself. On top of that, I heard you talking with someone about ‘leaving as early as possible’.

Seeing his wife making a potpourri of events and connecting dots rather sheepishly that doesn’t make sense, and cutting her hand thinking he’d leave her again made him go berserk with anger. But at the same time, to think she could cut herself at the thought of him leaving her, made him realize the crazy, stupid love of his wife. It was a mixed emotion; the kind where you wouldn’t know what to do other than just stare into those unfathomable eyes and get lost in their depth.

Gasping a moment and assuring himself that the situation is under control, Anant explained her frantically the ‘true’ significance of the phone call only to be interrupted by Chotu for the part of surprise he planned; the Norway tickets delivery from the travel agency.

“Happy Anniversary Dear Wife”, he whispered in her ears, rather lovingly.


When she didn’t budge on the idea of taking her to the hospital, he lifted her with full force for which she let out a sigh of relief that she’s in safe hands. And all was well again.
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