A journal of life's events which matter and which should not matter; a personal venting space and a place where thoughts take the form of words.
Friday, June 28, 2013
Monday, June 24, 2013
Just an opinion.....
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Kavya Devarapalli
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So i suggest you watch the movie and experience it.
P.S. : If not for the story, at least for the gorgeous heroine, one should watch it (yeah!pun intended!).
P.S. : The movie name reads "Pratighatana"(which means 'a reaction') and its been remade in Hindi under the title "Pratighaat".
Sunday, June 23, 2013
Its Time! Wake Up!!
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Kavya Devarapalli
MONSOON FURY: UTTARAKHAND FLOOD KILLS OVER 1000.SURVIVORS WERE CHEATED,LOOTED!
UGLY POLITICS OVER TRAGEDY
RETIRED ARMY DOCTOR BUTCHERS HIS WIFE INTO 300 PIECES
MUMBAI: 2nd BUILDING COLLAPSES
MBBS STUDENT GANG RAPED
THEN:
It has been sleeping for a long time. The hard rocks became its bed. The dark cave became its abode for a time longer than we can imagine. The walls of that forbidden dark cave echoed with the sounds of its snore. Its body breathed in and out in a systematic way; having a peaceful sleep.It was as if the whole happening world could never reach it unless it tries to get out of the cave. Its a cul de sac. There could be no one who might rescue it from hibernation unless it would want to. But,alas, it never wants to get out of the cave, never did wake up.
NOW:
The noises from outside the cave occasionally disturbed it. But it never cared and tossed and turned, thinking its just a dream and enjoyed sleeping.
Lately it noticed from the depth of sleep that the noises were growing irksome. It wanted to make them stop. Maybe it wanted to growl at the infinite space from where the noises came, just so that the organism which was disturbing it might get dreaded or maybe it was finally intrigued to know what was happening outside its cave.Nonetheless, it suddenly woke up; as if it had a bad dream and desperately wanted to get back to reality from its dream world.
Reality dawned upon it. It realized that it has been years under hibernation and wondered what triggered it into doing such a nonsensical act.
It hurried towards the mouth of the cave to understand where the noises came from. Those noises were painful to hear as it neared the opening to the outside world.And then the moment happened. Devastated at how the outer world turned out into, it hurried out.
The overwhelming feeling of melancholy and lugubriousness hit it right at the stomach. It choked, tried to get out of the hostile environment and wanted to survive. Its survival instincts pointed its thoughts towards its abode in the cave and inferred that was the safest place and yearned to return to its comfort zone. Now, there's just this thought of getting back to its cave lingered in its head. It ran as fast as it can, the noises didn't really matter now. But with each step taken ahead, the passage to its cave started to diminish. It ran even harder, with the duress on its survival. It finally reached the cave!
It panted and was horrified what was out there.And never imagined of going out again. But the feeling of defeat made it more vulnerable than the hostility. It didn't want to accept the defeat.And neither could it possibly put up another battle out there. It needed time. It needs to be healed.
And thus, it went to sleep again; for it would wake up again and make an attempt to win the battle!
P.S.:
Here, 'it' is the conscience of the nation.
Sunday, June 9, 2013
The Face of Change
Posted by
Kavya Devarapalli
I have no idea what's it going to be
But hey, that's how life tells us to be
That you shall never understand, before you experience it
So that the surprise strikes, right at the moment you get it
Ups and Downs i have seen many
Not the object of interest to me
Its the inevitable Change that bothers me
For i never shall know what i'm gonna be
Coping is one thing to endure
And then comes with it-The Acceptance
Now whom should i look up to for consultancy
When the whole world seems to have accepted the Change
I want to fight it, I want to resist
I don't want to rest, till i get over with it
But my gut tells me; its not an easy manoeuvre
Though i fight harder; Change is definitely going to be the winner
The face of Change is cruel to me
But i don't seem to blame the Change for it
Am i a weakling or simply a coward
For i seem to concede myself to defeat
Should i try harder, or should i let it be
This is damn confusing as it had always been
But i want to start fresh and clean
Let the Face of Change change me!
But hey, that's how life tells us to be
That you shall never understand, before you experience it
So that the surprise strikes, right at the moment you get it
Ups and Downs i have seen many
Not the object of interest to me
Its the inevitable Change that bothers me
For i never shall know what i'm gonna be
Coping is one thing to endure
And then comes with it-The Acceptance
Now whom should i look up to for consultancy
When the whole world seems to have accepted the Change
I want to fight it, I want to resist
I don't want to rest, till i get over with it
But my gut tells me; its not an easy manoeuvre
Though i fight harder; Change is definitely going to be the winner
The face of Change is cruel to me
But i don't seem to blame the Change for it
Am i a weakling or simply a coward
For i seem to concede myself to defeat
Should i try harder, or should i let it be
This is damn confusing as it had always been
But i want to start fresh and clean
Let the Face of Change change me!
Friday, May 17, 2013
And it crossed 1000....
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Kavya Devarapalli
The page views.! ITS 1009 baby! Yayy! Celebration on its way!!
Thanks to all those who visited my blog and i hope you had a gratifying experience. I wish you come back for more posts of mine. You can also subscribe to my blog via email to get my posts whenever they are posted right into your mailbox. Or you can Join The Site for posting comments and message me.
1000+ really encourages me and makes me to write frequent posts. I shall try my best in doing so.
And once again....Thank You!
Thanks to all those who visited my blog and i hope you had a gratifying experience. I wish you come back for more posts of mine. You can also subscribe to my blog via email to get my posts whenever they are posted right into your mailbox. Or you can Join The Site for posting comments and message me.
1000+ really encourages me and makes me to write frequent posts. I shall try my best in doing so.
And once again....Thank You!
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Another story which proved "shit happens! move on"
Posted by
Kavya Devarapalli
The end of another semester! Finally the day came, after 4 months 2 days and some x hours to return home from the extremities of life at NIT DGP. I was waiting for that day eagerly and when the day came, it was no big deal for me to pack my bags and head for home. I knew how everything would turn out to be. I knew that carrying my heavy luggage wouldn't be a piece of cake, and the Black Diamond express at Durgapur Railway Station won't wait for me long enough to put my trolley inside the coach, and i won't be having good dinner nor would be having a good night sleep.And after returning home, my mother would be appalled to see me become thinner than i was during winter vacation and will start feeding me, correction.,she would literally stuff food items into my mouth till my stomach aches and wouldn't take a NO!Mothers! What else can we say?!
BUT as we know, life always has something in store for us! It always amuses us in every single way. Life's a bitch!
My luggage was inexplicably heavy, but not more that last year's. And surprisingly, the black diamond express came late (it never was late before). And what's more amazing was that there was no rush for getting inside the coach.And all my friends got in! (the other time, three of us missed the very train). And the train had very few passengers! I must say i was thanking almighty for He made that part of our journey a bit easier!
We safely reached Howrah Station from where we proceeded towards the Food Plaza, the restaurant at the railway station which serves food tasting like saw dust; which we can't avoid but eat 'coz there's no other alternative. Of course the food tasted like crap; but when you are with friends, you just eat it as if its a strawberry short cake(not that i like strawberry cakes!). Now what can we say about that? Friends they are! Always there to make things easier.
So we walked out of the restaurant, to get some cool drink to help our stomachs digest that uncooked rice. At last , i thought---
"hmmm.....well,this wasn't as bad as i thought. its really going good. i might even enjoy my summer vacation not feeling lonely and bored"
Now life has no intentions to let me remain in comfort zone. So it just flashed a thought into my head. My head asked as in reciprocation-
"hey! mom and dad didn't call. Seems like they are getting in the drift of not irking me with their frequent phone calls.Thank God, they are not freaking out! Seems like Today's the day!............
and then.....................................
shit!
Where the heck is my phone!
Did i keep it somewhere else?Did i give it to Sravani or NVM? Or maybe i kept it in my bag.
I searched for my mobile frantically and asked people if they have seen it. And the result was negative.
Now i know the obvious reactions from my family.Mom's gonna worry even more thinking about my safety, dad's gonna say,"don't worry dear! i will get you another mobile, but just reach home safely".And my brother, he's gonna laugh about it.So, thanks a ton,dear life. You really made my day!
Friends came to my rescue when my face looked like a burnt potato after losing my favorite mobile. Sravani and NVM suggested lodging a complaint in the Railway Police Station would at least decrease the damage that's done. I considered that, not for regaining my lost mobile, but to have a look how police station will be like in reality.(i know...i was thinking of a little adventure or may i say, an experience after having lost something.Really,nothing can be done with me :P)
So, this police station i told you about wasn't a big one actually! Didn't have goddamn cells for thieves! Damn, i expected more from a police station! I couldn't stop my excitement after seeing a constable with his rifle standing at the door. I was trying to stifle my laughter. But was in vain. Oh, why was i laughing? I was actually having a big gag in my mind about the way things turned out. Just few moments back i thought its all cool and now here i was , heading into a police station! Really, this is not a game, this is LIFE.
I am sure that the head constable who was taking complaint of another victim who lost his cell phone was amused to look at us girls, with smiles on our faces. We went inside and sat on that old wooden bench and was waiting for our turn to speak up and surveying the whole place as if its a Buckingham Palace!The Police Inspector was busy talking on phone(now this phone's age could be more than mine)looking at which i had this severe urge to just touch it and make a call from it and feel the ecstasy of using it. But i did control it and thought i should make my face look sad for they aren't gonna believe me if i was smiling enthusiastically and say "Sir! I lost my phone. lol. hahaha!!"
Not so convincing with happy face ain't it. So i waited for the man to put the antique phone down and told my story that i must've lost my phone in Food Plaza. Now this big man gave me a big lecture on how to take care of our belongings in a railway station and blah blah blah! At last , after it felt like eternity, he handed me a piece of complaint paper or as they say FIR to fill in the details. Neither he nor was i sure of its recovery, but still, i gave my mom's contact number. That done , we came out of Police Station like some heroes who accomplished something, and my burnt potato face became a cheery mango face.
I wouldn't have liked it when everything was okay! There has to be something to drive you. To make you feel things. To let you acknowledge the importance of certain things. I don't say that i really enjoyed losing my mobile to someone at a railway station. All i say is,
Yes! I lost my phone! But i learnt a lesson. And i understand the significance of it.
And yeah, by the way.....LIFE'S NEVER PREDICTABLE
P.S.: The rest of the journey was comfortable except for few annoying things which are common. And i gave my friends' phone numbers to my mom so she could sleep peacefully and not freak out about my journey. And man! that was a big mistake.
So we walked out of the restaurant, to get some cool drink to help our stomachs digest that uncooked rice. At last , i thought---
"hmmm.....well,this wasn't as bad as i thought. its really going good. i might even enjoy my summer vacation not feeling lonely and bored"
Now life has no intentions to let me remain in comfort zone. So it just flashed a thought into my head. My head asked as in reciprocation-
"hey! mom and dad didn't call. Seems like they are getting in the drift of not irking me with their frequent phone calls.Thank God, they are not freaking out! Seems like Today's the day!............
and then.....................................
shit!
Where the heck is my phone!
Did i keep it somewhere else?Did i give it to Sravani or NVM? Or maybe i kept it in my bag.
I searched for my mobile frantically and asked people if they have seen it. And the result was negative.
Now i know the obvious reactions from my family.Mom's gonna worry even more thinking about my safety, dad's gonna say,"don't worry dear! i will get you another mobile, but just reach home safely".And my brother, he's gonna laugh about it.So, thanks a ton,dear life. You really made my day!
Friends came to my rescue when my face looked like a burnt potato after losing my favorite mobile. Sravani and NVM suggested lodging a complaint in the Railway Police Station would at least decrease the damage that's done. I considered that, not for regaining my lost mobile, but to have a look how police station will be like in reality.(i know...i was thinking of a little adventure or may i say, an experience after having lost something.Really,nothing can be done with me :P)
So, this police station i told you about wasn't a big one actually! Didn't have goddamn cells for thieves! Damn, i expected more from a police station! I couldn't stop my excitement after seeing a constable with his rifle standing at the door. I was trying to stifle my laughter. But was in vain. Oh, why was i laughing? I was actually having a big gag in my mind about the way things turned out. Just few moments back i thought its all cool and now here i was , heading into a police station! Really, this is not a game, this is LIFE.
I am sure that the head constable who was taking complaint of another victim who lost his cell phone was amused to look at us girls, with smiles on our faces. We went inside and sat on that old wooden bench and was waiting for our turn to speak up and surveying the whole place as if its a Buckingham Palace!The Police Inspector was busy talking on phone(now this phone's age could be more than mine)looking at which i had this severe urge to just touch it and make a call from it and feel the ecstasy of using it. But i did control it and thought i should make my face look sad for they aren't gonna believe me if i was smiling enthusiastically and say "Sir! I lost my phone. lol. hahaha!!"
Not so convincing with happy face ain't it. So i waited for the man to put the antique phone down and told my story that i must've lost my phone in Food Plaza. Now this big man gave me a big lecture on how to take care of our belongings in a railway station and blah blah blah! At last , after it felt like eternity, he handed me a piece of complaint paper or as they say FIR to fill in the details. Neither he nor was i sure of its recovery, but still, i gave my mom's contact number. That done , we came out of Police Station like some heroes who accomplished something, and my burnt potato face became a cheery mango face.
I wouldn't have liked it when everything was okay! There has to be something to drive you. To make you feel things. To let you acknowledge the importance of certain things. I don't say that i really enjoyed losing my mobile to someone at a railway station. All i say is,
Yes! I lost my phone! But i learnt a lesson. And i understand the significance of it.
And yeah, by the way.....LIFE'S NEVER PREDICTABLE
P.S.: The rest of the journey was comfortable except for few annoying things which are common. And i gave my friends' phone numbers to my mom so she could sleep peacefully and not freak out about my journey. And man! that was a big mistake.
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Friday, April 26, 2013
PRAKRITI: The Family I Was And Am Proud To Be a Part of.
Posted by
Kavya Devarapalli
This academic year, we the Team Prakriti(the environmental club of NIT Durgapur ) have had many exhilarating
moments, ups and downs, and finally we did accomplish what we’ve planned upon.
Here’s a brief summary of what happened at Prakrti.
The Events:
Green Art
The first event organized by Prakriti every year is Green
Art which has Essay Writing Competition, Poster Making Competition and
Photography. Fresh minds who just started their engineering career and the
other year students of this college were seen attending the event trying and
subsequently successful in voicing their thoughts and opinions about our nature
and environment. Poster Making Competition has witnessed participants from
Bihari More too and the ideas of those children were worth taking a look at. A
photo was shown on the spot for the Essay Writing Competition, based on which,
the participants wrote their essays. And yeah, we being the event coordinators
didn’t take a back seat. We enjoyed participating in spite of the fact that
they won’t be rewarded. We believe in the fact that the journey is what matters
the most, not the mere destination! And the treat from the final years after
the event is just priceless and adds to the aura of being a member of Prakriti.
Green Diwali:
I still remember the evening when we discussed if we should
venture upon conducting a new event, which is out of the book and many people
opposed the decision taking the proximity of exams and the turnout of public
into consideration. Nevertheless, the zeal to DO things and make things work
out of all odds made us embark into the event management and voila, it worked.
Gymkhana too collaborated with us when we reached dead end with the resources.
There were many participants in Rangoli Making Competition and utterly creative
ideas came into light taking the shape of clay in Diya-making Competition. The
event was a big success and it ended with us contently looking at all the
Rangolis and Diyas people made and remembering the evening the discussion for
Green Diwali started.
RUNIT:
RUNIT is a mini-marathon (6.4K run) for awareness among
public for the need to save earth from the exploitation man is causing on her
natural resources. This has been conducted on 16th Feb and the first
event by us in Even Semester and has been a delightful experience. The day
after Saraswati Puja, waking up groggy at 8am in the morning, in winter, on
Saturday, was a start for us. Faculty advisors of Prakriti club Prof Kalyan
Adhikari and Prof A.Gangopadhyay’s presence during the commencement of the
marathon added the vitality to the participants. The turnout of participants
has increased from last year’s RUNIT and waiting at the check points for those
runners to turn up and guiding them through the route, cheering them up to run
faster was like serendipity yielding bliss in work.
Campus Cleaning
Now this is one of the events we Earth Warriors are tagged,
by most of the inhabitants of this campus. We find this as a responsibility to
clean up our own home before trying to reform the whole wide world. Teams were
divided among which we along with volunteers from NSS have tried cleaning up
the campus from non-degradable plastic. And the commonest reactions from the
guys/gals who were assigned the Nescafe zone was- “Man! The number of coffee
cups seems to be more than the population of our campus!”
It is absolutely rhetorical, but, think again. Should it be
like this? I mean, whatever happened to the civic sense of us educated brains
in an engineering college?
One thing for sure is, that the one who was in Campus
Cleaning will surely make a note in one’s mind to not to litter the campus. And
that exactly is what we need!
“Be the change
you wish to see in this world”
----- Mahatma Gandhi
These events are followed by induction of new members into our club...the fellow 'greenengineers' we call them. So, the notices for auditions were put up and i'm not lying....i'm gonna be brutally honest; we expected at least 50 people for auditions and the result was a pitiful 20 students willing to be a part of the green club. This was a huge disappointment and the first round of interview happened with few of us trying to understand what the first year students think of us and our club followed by a decision taken to conduct a second round of auditions (which never happened before this year) for those who are selected in 1st round and this way we could expect more public (those who couldn't come for 1st round were also welcome to complete it). So finally the auditions of second round took place with an agenda to take people who are team workers and who are willing to work for the club. And it did turn out fruitful.
In order to ensure that, we asked the students to form into teams and discuss a new event that we could conduct and try to find the p's and q's of their ideas. This group discussion brought very innovative ideas of those fresh minds and the round was successful!
Finally we could find those 15 nature loving minds which could work for the club.
The new team of Prakriti formed finally.
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| Team Prakriti |
After this successful year at Prakriti, it became really hard to bid farewell to our final year members. And the jb treat from them was an awesome party and i shall never forget that day!
"Prakriti is not merely a club; its a family!"---this was told by our club 's ex-president on the day of farewell and she meant it by every single word which echoed all our voices that day!
Finally, it was such an awesome year and looking forward to another one with a new responsibility as a treasurer of this green club. Hope i could fill up the responsibilities and learn more things.
P.S. there are lot many moments with prakriti like the village trip we went on,the most appraised candle march on the day of 'Earth hour', the college magazine 'NATURA' , the valedictory ceremony.....this goes on and on...but i couldn't mention it above. Just one thing i can say..."it was fantabulous"!
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