Are you crushing on someone?

Well,did anyone of you laughed like an idiot to almost nothing funny?Did anyone feel hyper-ventilated while even talking/chatting with someone?Did anyone feel like an idiot and still laugh over it?Did anyone's heart started beating faster with each advancing step of someone special?
               Hell, yeah? Well,here's the right place for you to bitch!
 Seriously, i never thought i would be saying this-"its really hard to talk with a guy/gal when you are crushing on them without letting yourself look like an idiot"
Finally! I said it!
               Actually;this feels sick,delirious and a dozen mixed feelings all at a time bringing a Deja-Vu of your 10th grade(i used 10th grade because most people start having crushes once they are 14/15).All sorts of rational thoughts and maturity just vanishes into thin air and delusions begin to swarm in the brain,creating it utmost difficult to have anything sensible producing in mind.I wonder if it is the hormones or delirium.

       And the worst part is when you get the most awaited chance of talking with the guy/gal you just prove yourself to be a big idiot....; sweeping all the fantasies off the mind and bringing all the hopes to dust.This could be just me thinking aloud...but i reckon it also happens with a lot many normal people.
 
 What not do we feel for them to come walking towards us and talk?And how shitty do we feel when we mess it up!Not to mention the stupidity of searching his name in Google(in my case) just to find something new about him.....to amuse myself.Many people even imagine to marry their crushes(some piece of information i got when i read a blog long time ago).

Of course its not love..but still,its something which plays with your guts.Its a Crush-i think i get it now-they crush us with our feelings and leave us injured and wounded...well..for a little period of time.

All these things are even better compared to being committed(considering the -ve values of being committed-no offence to  those lovers who think "love is the best thing that ever happened to them")

 But when this fuss stops; and you turn back and  look at that hyper-ventilating ,freakish behavior of yours-i bet you will laugh over it.

     

Cheers to the freakiest,funniest, crushing moments of our life.

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new encounter

I am pretty much getting used to this bad habit of being awake all night.stupid me. today i opened fb at a very odd hour-3:00 in the morning!and i was astonished to find someone online.naturally i wanted to know who that interesting person is.i found it it was sneha-someone i never talked to before today.so,at that odd hour i started chatting with her.surprisingly we talked for two hours and half starting from blogs to durjoy dutta's fan page and somewhere we also touched topics like publishing companies,teenage life,music and much more stuff.its been a long time since i talked with someone about nothing significant to my life and still it felt refreshing;like the morning sunlight.it felt like i am walking in the meadows alone and still feel there are many people like me out there.i think i like mark zuckerberg now.haven't paid attention regarding his existence till now(not literally :-P).anyways it was good.but one problem.i still 

CAN'T SLEEP!